wallah I will post

I swear, so lazy lol. I'm like "I'm so gonna write on my blog" but whenever I come home from uni i cbf. I always have stuff to talk about but you know, my character is killing me :/

Anyways, I'm in the middle of studying *cough* for my finals...... They're such a killer. I planned out my study timetable for the past 3 days but all I did was bludge and play games.. so bad..

Ughh, last minute studying and doing work is so stressful but I can't help but do it..

Well, on a brighter note I got Diablo III which I will be playing after my finals lol. Majority of the people I know finished the game well within a week which makes me realise how short it is, although they played long hours and that implies it is addictive lol.

and just 5 minutes ago (maybe 10) I just made up a random line:

"So many ambitions, only to be struck down by time" - Malcolm


I thought of this when I walked into my parent's room to pick up the phone (ughh so many calls lately such a bother) and saw my brother's guitar there. My brother moved out but he left his guitar here. So when I saw it I had an epiphany. My brother had an ambition with the guitar and it was to learn and master it and I remember back in the days (lol dat phrase) he use to play and learn the guitar and I remembered how excited he was when he bought it. However as days went, he had no time to play (he had work, uni and other sorts) and pretty much the guitar was just left in dust (with the exception of a few times i tried picking the guitar up but gave up lol)

Well, I got so much worry and so much time wasted.. I should be going back to studying...Fuck Microeconomics such a bothersome subject.. Not hard, just the way they word the questions......

Still got heaps of stuff but as we all know I don't have time ( rather I do have time but just waste them unnecessarily) I will talk more next time and who knows when that'll be lol..

One last note, I've become super anti-social.. Idk why but whenever I try speaking with someone it just turns awkward and there's silence.. rather I know we don't have anything in common and I'm not much of a friend with them lulz. Nonetheless I haven't been out in a long time.

FUUUUUUUUUUCK so much to talk about but one last thing like wallah, I know this'll never happen but I've imagine about this thing several times. I wish that I would be able to write a book about my highschool years of year 10-12, The transition of our big group into two groups. I don't remember much about the split, something happened, but what exactly? I know some vague things about it but I won't go over it due to time restrictions. I've always longed for our group to be together again but I know that'll never happen, after 2 years. We've walked our separate ways. I'm still friendly with the other group but lately I've not been talking to them much.. They're close yet far... I do miss hanging out with them. That I cannot deny. But..but what?

Well I pretty much skype with the boys everyday and that pretty much lets me keep in contact with them and we have fun.

fuck idk what i'm saying anymore. This post has gotten to long..

Classic outro;

Niiways, Laters

P.s I am really copping it hard LOL! I foreshadowed my falling.

I'm back

Heh, I'm back.. Gone through so much shit, and got only myself to blame.. I'll try to post up past events but doubt I'll remember anything..

This will just be a short and quick update. My life sucks, I'm always on the computer and I can't even do stuff on the computer properly.. Gaming has taken over my computer entertainment which is really bad. I hardly read or find new mangas nowadays, I no longer am the person who hunger and craved for anime, asian drama stopped for some unknown reason - well I'm beginning to start again. Well kinda. I'm watching Rooftop Prince atm, pretty good but some parts are just /faceplant on the table.

Well I better get back to my Accounting h/w........

p.s. I'm so fucking lazy and I can't study... Imma cop it sooooo hard in end of semester exams..... HSC all over again.........

*edit* going to macq and doing commerce, kinda lol

Bulding my Quotes

Ah just read a manga and saw a nice quote ;)

"The rain subsided, but - the storm in my heart was still raging"

And here's some other quotes I have:

"Heaven knows we need never be shamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlaying our hard hearts"

AND

"When I play rock paper scissors, I always choose rock. then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh siht I’m sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you as$hole."

"Once upon a time"

p.s copied from FB LOL!

And a final one which is gonna sound so lame cause it's from an animation so unless you watch the animation it'll look like total sh!t

Here goes nothing:


"I was very, very loney but,
Before I could call out..
I realised I didn't have a name to call.
So...
I called out for 'someone'.
I was calling in my heart.
And then you came.
Hey,
Can you tell me your name?
Next time, I'll make sure to call it out loud."


I had heaps more quotes, and they were beautiful or funny or amazing or the combination but cause my comp formatted a while before I lost everything.. :( I use to have a folder named "random stuff" and i just chucked all my crap in there xD so that my desktop would look clean :P

Anyways I'm so tired so I'm gonna sleep

Nights and aterlays

1 week left!

Only 1 Week left of school! I finish this time next week and then 3 weeks after I have my finals! Gonna move to the next phase of my life!

Gonna be sad tho cause I'm not gonna be seeing around 80% of the people I know... I'm only gonna be keeping in touch with the people i hang out...btw did I post this before? feels like I have.. might have been thinking about posting but forgot lol... I usually have so many ideas I want to post about but they never happen cause i Dont' bother with them lol.

My thumb and index on my left and are fking up..well the skin is..it's so terribad

My school decided to make this time capsule thing and we're gonna open it 25 years later lol. I'm gonna write some lame, cheesy, sentimental letter to my future self..lol


Anyways blabber on w/ no meaning aterlays

*edit* I have fail fortitude... I ended installing sims 3 like 2 days later or something and WoW 3-4 days later and I'm currently playing it atm epic phailzors and as a certain some1 would say feelsbadman.jpeg

Bloody Bus Driver

Right, I saw my bus and ran straight for it and when I got there waved my hand, signaling the driver to let me on as the door had just closed. Instead that Dickhead-and-a-half ignored me and continued to look forward and drove off.. What a fucking dickhet man

On a side note I uninstalled all my games in hoping that I could study but it's very difficult coping atm.. >.< Hopefully I can adapt by tmrw as time is of the essence

GOSH NTR!

I know this is kinda inappropriate and stuff and I'm not even suppose to be reading this right before my exam but I was reading manga and stumbled upon a NTR...and read it and......GOD I FUCKING HATE NTR! BIGGEST FUCKING RAGE EVAAAAAR FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

my mood meter just skyrocketed to RAGE! Argh.. Why do people have to make NTRs...horrible stuff I say, Horrible!

niiways laters...gonna head of to school soon for dah exam...just needed to blow of some of the NTR steam

p.s bloody NTR :/

Can't stop thinking..

I have a habit of reminiscing about the past whenever I'm alone or idle. I hate that habit but I can't stop myself thinking about the past..I usually think about the embarrassing moments and drown my face with my hands >.<

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QziEaz1mc1I

^ was just going through my youtube favourites and stumbled upon that. After listening to it, I felt depressed :/ and seeing it being posted 4 years ago made me realise how far I've gone and how different things were once then........


ANYWAYS fun fact about me... Sometimes I have mad random mindfucks and i become semi-paralyzed..lol...I think i mentioned this in earlier posts but oh der werlls

*edit* I just wanna point out that I'm normal and not in any way mentally retarded or anything..lol.. I know that it might sound like it but I'm not...ahaha...I sound very convincing don't I....